![]() I'm going to get better and we will get through this together. She always said," I'm going to make it up to you. Once my mom started drinking, she would sober up and she would never say sorry. I don't know if I should believe her or not though. She realized what she did to me was wrong. I haven't had a drink in 2 years." She explained. I left you when we were both in a bad place. Sorting out her mind, like there was something wrong. Like she was trying figure out some stuff. I made plans to live with her before I left." I explained. I felt a little stress break off, but I still felt like nothing to her. "Where did you run off? I have been looking around town for a year." "I'm good, could be better though." I said truthfully. I needed someone and she was never there, but I don't hate her. For all I know, she never tried to look for me. Why is she so concerned now? She wasn't 4 years ago. "Where have you been? How are you? I miss you so much sweetie." She went on. Is this really my mom? When I left she was a alcoholic that felt sorry for herself. "Oh my gosh, I'm so glad your okay." She said relieved. Hopefully she will catch on and start calling me Alic. She called me Zandi which really felt like a punch in the stomach. The women who let her daughter grow up way to fast. She was also the women who disappeared after my dad died. The women who held my hand through all my fears. I love you guys and thank you for waiting a VERY long time for this chapterâ–¡ thank you for the support. I wanted to inform you of this and keep a look out for me. I'm going to see if it's going to be like mine. I'm not going to report it, I'm going to wait and see if she post more chapters and read them. It's called Secret Baby and it's basically like my story. Before I start the story, I want to say I saw a story that looks exactly like mine. ![]()
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